I need blinders. I have a tendency to see the whole picture at once. Meaning...I see everything that has to be done (ie:housework, etc.) all at the same time.This usually causes me to get very overwhelmed and my reasoning and judgement become questionable. Today is one of those days. Here is what is good. know when I have these feelings that there is an end that exists. I know there is an end to the tunnel, that light exists, and reasonable thought will be given once again from God.
Why does this happen? I have no clue. I do not enjoy it. I hate the thoughts and feelings that go with this Psychosis. I would rather be happy, encouraging and organized,(which I think is my normal state) but that place unfortunately for me does not exist all the time.
Whew.... blogging this has helped me already. I just worked out one of my problems.(a phone call for Christmas in April) ...I see several more things ahead that really are no big deal and I can work them out.
However, if there are any volunteers that want to unload my dishwasher....feel free to come and do so.